Thursday, March 06, 2003
Okay . Know what ? I feeling quite fucked up now all of a sudden .
It's like...Nana told me to read this girl's blog...I did...and it's like...she got into Hospi too . And she really loves it . She can make it to a JC but she'd rather go Hospi because she *wants* to do it . Okay...so that day when I went for the interview...it's like . I made friends with these 2 girls she was talking about . They made it into Hospi and Tourism...but they're using it like..as a backup . I don't know lah...I had that mindset too . But I know there was a fair chance I'll do Hospi too . Like when I got in...I really wanted to do Hospi...I didn't even consider Biz at TP anymore . So it's like...I don't know how is it for this girl I'm talking about...but I guess she's going JC for like...April and May and after that go to TP Hospi...I don't blame her you know . I think she got good grades . But at least she has this thing for Hospi .
And you know what ? Suddenly I don't feel like it's a...privilege...an honour to be in Hospi anymore . Everyone seems to be getting into it...people who know me well enough...knows that I've been talking about getting into Hospi since like what...Sec 2 . AND NOW? It's like EVERYONE can get into Hospi . And my classmates...I don't know lah...no offence or anything . 2 of them got in too . And to my knowledge...they NEVER spoke a word about Hospitality until recently . I mean...I don't know . I can't be feeling jealousy...coz I got into Hospi too . What am I feeling? Fucked up? Pissed? WHAT?! I mean...URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...THIS SUCKS LAH . Can go JC go JC lah . Why come to Poly . AIYAH...don't know lah . So fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeddddddddddddddddddddd upppppppppppppp . =~(
Oh yes . And I quote something that that girl said...coz I'm feeling it as well .
I thought I had the potential and capacity to like...excel in Hospi . But now . It's such a let down really . Even with all my high scores during the interview .
Fuck .
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